Realizing Harmony

First blog here at WordPress.

Yup, I’ve got other blogs.  Nope, not gonna share anything about them… at least not yet.

For now, I prefer to remain a bit anonymous.  But that might change.

I couldn’t sleep any more.  Too much racing through my mind.  So I decided to set up a new blog.  One where I could really spill my guts, maybe find a kindred-spirit or two, and hopefully not self-destruct.

First, a bit about me.

I’m a tortured soul who wants to break free.  I think my purpose in life is to serve by realizing harmony.  The trouble is, so much of the harmony I’ve realized for myself has been dissonant.

I’m musical.  I’m technically-minded.  I’m detail-oriented.  I’m pretty good with numbers.  I’m also pretty good with words – good spelling, grammar, vocabulary, and comprehension.  I’m a slow reader, but I’ve learned that I love to read.  I’m a melancholy with quite a few choleric traits.  I’m a perfectionist.  I have pretty good people-skills, and enjoy being with friends, but I’m really an introvert in that being around people wears me out and I get my “batteries recharged” by being alone.  I like to help.  I love to get encouragement.  I love getting and giving hugs.  I enjoy giving back- and shoulder-rubs.

Like everyone else, I have my good points and my bad points.  Lately, I’ve been far more aware of my bad points, which, together with my current situation has lead to depression.  Maybe if I focus more on my good points, my dreams, goals, and aspirations, and on finding ways to help and encourage others, my own spirit will be lifted.

Lately, I’ve been using a tagline in emails that’s, as much as anything, a cry for help:

“To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.” - Brandi Snyder

I want to be the world to others.  But right now, I need someone (or some people) to be the world to me.

I’ll leave it at that for now.

I’m starting to feel a little bit better already.  The catharsis of a “brain dump” somehow makes things seem better.

Have a great day!